An Old Testament Devotion for the Anxious Covenant Child’s Heart
As for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good, to bring it about that many people should be kept alive, as they are today.
When I was young, there were three girls in my school who liked to pick on me. They wouldn’t let me sit with them at lunch with the other girls. They even called me names and threw food at me. When the school put on a play, they tried to take my part in the play away from me, whining to their parents that it wasn’t fair that I got the role they wanted.
Even worse was that while many of the other girls didn’t hate me like the three girls did, they were too scared to stand up to the bullies. And because they didn’t stand up to the bullies, I was left feeling very alone.

That school year was miserable. I still think about it as the loneliest year of my life.
But I learned something that year that might surprise you.
I realized that even if God gave me a time machine to go back and get rid of that year… I wouldn’t do it. I would keep that year, as hard and sad and lonely as it was. Because in that year, I learned to trust God. I grew more and more aware that he was with me, and truly began to understand that He is with me all the time. God used that sad time to bring me closer to Him. In my loneliness, I read my Bible more than I ever had. I began to memorize God’s promises to His children.
Those mean girls meant evil against me that year. But God meant it for good so I would learn to trust in Him more and feel and understand His love for me more than I ever had.
In our Bible verse today, Jacob’s son, Joseph, who had been sold into slavery by his own brothers, had finally reunited with those same brothers years later. They didn’t recognize him at first, but when they did, they were terrified. And with good reason.
Since being sold into slavery, God had made Joseph nearly as powerful as Egypt’s king—and Egypt was the most powerful kingdom in the world at that time. This meant Joseph was one of the most powerful men on earth.

His brothers understood that if Joseph wanted to, he could snap his fingers and have the Egyptian guards kill them right then and there. He could deny them food if he wanted, leaving their families to die from starvation. He could have his revenge in many ways if he so desired.
But Joseph did not desire it. Because he understood that God had used his brothers’ sinful hatred of him to save many, many lives. For God had chosen Joseph to reveal the coming famine (seven years in which food wouldn’t grow) to the Egyptian king—Pharaoh. God had also chosen to bless Joseph with wisdom, telling him how to save food so that Egypt and the people of the surrounding tribes and nations would survive the famine.
people including his family.
Even more importantly, God used Joseph to keep Abraham’s descendants alive so God could one day keep His promise of sending a Savior to save sinners.
So when we’re feeling sad or lonely or worried, we can take comfort in remembering how God used what we would consider “bad things” to save Joseph, his family, and many, many other lives. God used Joseph to keep His promise to send Jesus.
And God can and will use your sad times, too, dear one, to bless you and bless others and to glorify Himself. Even when you feel too sinful or too small or too sad, God will, as He did with Joseph, work in you and through you to do amazing things. Because everything God does is amazing, even when working through sinners like us.
So go to bed tonight knowing that whatever happened to you today, God is going to use that to bring about good things, for you and for many others. For you are loved.
Discussion Questions
1. What does it mean when someone means something for evil against us?
2. How did God use Joseph’s brothers’ sin for good?
3. How has God used hard things in your life for good?
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